am mad

ok allow the crazy bitch to blog about this...
anyway why the hell am i asking for permission?
it is my blog afterall... crap!
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going to sch on a sunday afternoon is not crazy enough...
try this:
went jogging at 10pm.. 3km mind you.
there...
i'm just not thinking straight.
(pun not intended.)
wink.
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i am so happy that my baby is back to me!
love her even more.
thanx baby for your discman...
you do know that i own her during exam period, dont you?
had a super long talk in the car.
yes we needed that...
i just miss her so dearly.
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honey... as usual...
u took forever to come down to meet us lah...
walao...half an hour in the toilet..
gosh.
u need to change that habit of yours haha.
and supper without you
is not supper at all
hehe!
love ya honey.
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sweetie.... i love ya too...
do remember to call me out to jog more often.
i love that run.
though i was panting..
trying hard to get my breathe back..
it was definitely enjoyable and
i got great sense of satisfaction!
you know i can never do that myself.
3k... what an achievement.
we'll try 5 next time k.
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don't you ppl think that i'm becoming
a
MEGA FLIRTATIOUS BITCH!
i am enjoying this little game of mine.
wuahaha...
i still have my sexy baby and pretty baby...
and
darling.
haha.
SO FUN!
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PS: God please forgive for being so unfaithful...
on a more serious note... GOD pls bring me through the exams period.
i need to focus... to concentrate...
cant play so much anymore...
and from the bottom of my heart..
i seek for forgiveness... for everything that i have done wrong..
to be exact..
forgive me for sinning
everyday,
every hour,
every minute
and every second.

you made me wanna...

To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.
Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
Baby that's why:
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
Well I know that these feelings won't end no, no.
They'll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt.
Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
And baby that's why:
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I'll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we'll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you've never know before
We're gonna make love all night.
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
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i went to watch a women soccer match at src.
i was warned that it could be pretty boring,
if it were really so, then i'd read my econs..
but it turned out to be the opposite..
well at least for me.
cos the person next to me kept complaining...
ntu was trashed by uwc (haha)
6 to 2.
darn.
still i found it interesting...
honestly.
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tried to study econs..
not much was done
as i kept talking online...
shall go back to my book again in awhile.
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guess where is the bitch now?
the FAL!
gosh...
on a bloody rainy sunday afternoon...
why oh why?!!!!
argh...

my love

one of the saddest thing on earth
is
to have just words and nothing more.

fucking foul mood

not slping for 22hrs
plus having to give tuition for 3 hours
will of course result me in a fucking foul mood.
pardon me for all my vulgarities.
i seldom use that..ya..
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the thing is i hate ppl to come and irritate me...
seriously...
when i don reply means i don reply..
and when you insist on sending me super fucking broken english
that fucking irritates the hell out of my eyes...
ya you just get the fuck out of me.
so me being so lethargic and in this foul mood...
i just msg that fucked up person..
in a pretty good manner or i hope so..
to tell him to get his own life...
and while i seriously get my own life up and going
no more mother fucking GAMES.

fucked up

i have no idea what had gotten into me
seriously after the movie
i swear to god
that i was tired...
but i was just too engrossed or caught up
by stories after stories...
ended up i had to slp at 7am.
what the hell...
and now i'm preparing myself for tuition.
argh...
how mad is this?
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on a lighter note,
i realised that ppl have so huge of a difference
when it comes to the use of a singe word.
the meaning to that word.
how ppl use it..
and what others think of it..
that makes me feel...
ohhh so small...
after living for 2 decades...
i suddenly feel that i've been living it too seriously
and that i have lose out alot of other .....
i donno...
is it just me or you?
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ps: argh.
i have a problem with myself.
a serious one.

today is seriously a sian sian day.
i'm hungrybut i thought i ate alot...
hmmm....
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dearie..honestly, from the bottom of my heart..
i'm so happy for you.
you've been waiting for that 3 sugar coated words rite?
haha...well i shall pray that everything goes on smoothly for you.
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din they say that feb is the month of love?
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yet i'm feeling lonely.
nothing to be ashame of.
HAHA!
shall just pampered myselfby listening to my new cd.
i guess that would be enough.
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by the way...
i've been reading horoscopes
and each month they said good stuff about Taurus...
so i'm wondering when those prediction will come true.
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and one last note...
i think i'm losing my style of writing..
sometimes or maybe most of the time...
i blog for the sake of blogging..
am gonna disappear myself for the next 7 weeks then..
till i'm done with the papers
till i'm free of mundane life
till i find true happiness
till i own the beauty of all beauties...
till then...i'm off.