the herstory party last night was fun! minus the part when i was so sick that i felt like dying in the toilet. i swear to god that i'd never drink when i'm sick. my head was going hay wire, i couldnt stand still and i felt as though i'd collapse at any minute. in the end, i forced myself to throw up which was the smartest thing to do. but when i returned to the dance floor, i was overcome by nausea again. i could care less about others who looked at me as though i'm some weird freak. thank god i had my friends who took care of me... and of course my beloved baby... i'm so greatful that she was with me the whole time. on the other hand i was so sorry for causing her to miss out on the show.
anyway, i was quite surprise and happy to see ting ting at the party too.
saw yj when i was oustide. i can never forget the stupid rumour that whoever spread back in pj. and she being so ever egoistic thought that i liked her.. oh... its just freaking embarrassing for me. speaking of which, she saw me looking at her. well i guess she must had thought "oh its the girl who had a big crush on me!" argh. ew.
and someone else was there too! i have no idea why she was dancing so near to me and baby. showing off that she can dance better than us? or maybe she just wanted us to acknowledge her presence... really i have no idea.
anyhow... i love the party. thousands of ppl for me to check out.definitely a place for me to meet up with ppl. and... cuty was on stage dancing. simply finger-biting-cute. *scream* *scream* *scream*
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
jobless
i'm unemployed when sch reopens. argh. how worrying. whatever... it wont kill and i'm not letting it affect me right now.
another bad news... i got an email from the sch. one of the class that i signed up for is canceled... and i'm being allocated to this other time slot. i donno how bad it is... probably not at all. but whenever i think about my time table, it simply irks me. and i know it's all my fault.
another bad news... i got an email from the sch. one of the class that i signed up for is canceled... and i'm being allocated to this other time slot. i donno how bad it is... probably not at all. but whenever i think about my time table, it simply irks me. and i know it's all my fault.
Monday, July 11, 2005
Saturday, July 09, 2005
fun
i had fun today!
to start off, its the last work day of the week. how can i not feel good about it?! haha. though i did the same stuff as the day before, it wasnt as boring as i thought it would be. perhaps it's because suan and i had been talking about herstory party. haha. its next thursday, and that girl has been waiting for more than a month! haha.
dinner at newton with XH.
went jb with them and von. walao the supper at this market place was damn freaking cheap. 5 bucks and i got to eat seafood and some other nice stuff. i'm gonna give bukit timah up for JB! haha.
oh btw i really think that my mom loves xh and suan! they talked as though there's no age gab... xh bribed her with a pack of fried kuay teow in exchange for my passport :)
to start off, its the last work day of the week. how can i not feel good about it?! haha. though i did the same stuff as the day before, it wasnt as boring as i thought it would be. perhaps it's because suan and i had been talking about herstory party. haha. its next thursday, and that girl has been waiting for more than a month! haha.
dinner at newton with XH.
went jb with them and von. walao the supper at this market place was damn freaking cheap. 5 bucks and i got to eat seafood and some other nice stuff. i'm gonna give bukit timah up for JB! haha.
oh btw i really think that my mom loves xh and suan! they talked as though there's no age gab... xh bribed her with a pack of fried kuay teow in exchange for my passport :)
Friday, July 08, 2005
dreamt of her
just when i'm sick and depressed, i dreamt of her. she walked up to me and said hi.... i was thrilled! i remember vividly that 2 letters word of hers sent me all the way up to cloud 9. the show started just when we were about to start our conversation... but through out the whole show we were looking out for each other... trying to find the opportunity to talk.
so much to tell, yet none is told.
douglas was on mc when i went to cut my hair. fuck. i wanted a guy to cut for me but they sent a girl. freaking hell. what a big mistake to let her touch my hair. xh told me to keep an eye on her... but still!!! she doesnt understand what short and spikey are!douglas would staight away cut and leave one and a half inch... but this freaking girl was practically trimming my hair! i had to tell her "eeerr i don't mind shorter you know?" damn i still prefer douglas. my all time fav hairstylist. he knows me the best. kns... now i have to put up with this weird hair cut.... pissing.
hair sucks!
work sucks!
the day sucks!
everything sucks!
so much to tell, yet none is told.
douglas was on mc when i went to cut my hair. fuck. i wanted a guy to cut for me but they sent a girl. freaking hell. what a big mistake to let her touch my hair. xh told me to keep an eye on her... but still!!! she doesnt understand what short and spikey are!douglas would staight away cut and leave one and a half inch... but this freaking girl was practically trimming my hair! i had to tell her "eeerr i don't mind shorter you know?" damn i still prefer douglas. my all time fav hairstylist. he knows me the best. kns... now i have to put up with this weird hair cut.... pissing.
hair sucks!
work sucks!
the day sucks!
everything sucks!
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Bad news
walao... today is a real bad day for me! i woke up with a flu. i had to pop 2 flu pills down which made me feel slpy the whole morning.
work was terrible. i have no idea what linda wants from me. it seems like she's making me do all the redundant work. minthu was so nice, he offered to help me. he even asked jane to help me out too. but still.... we dont understand that linda... argh.. tmr i have to pull out 800 files. i can imagine myself doing the same thing the whole day man! i hate working... actually i hate my work. i have no fix job. everyday i have to pester those ppl to assign me something to do. and when they do, its never good. kns.
my tuition kid's mom decided to stop the tuition lessons. KNS. i'm fuck worried now. i have to get new assignments soon. if not i'd be fuck broke when sch reopens. and somehow i have the feeling that my neighbour is going to stop the tuition too. walao.... i'd be dead if they do... then again maybe not that is if i manage to get new students. cos i think my neighbour is paying too little for the time that i spend on her kids. 6 hrs per week and i get 240 only.
i'm going to slp now. dead tired. fucked up day...argh.
before i go, i just thought of a solution to my "retrenchment"--> i'd find someone who's freaking rich to take care of me! and be a real tai tai. haha :)
work was terrible. i have no idea what linda wants from me. it seems like she's making me do all the redundant work. minthu was so nice, he offered to help me. he even asked jane to help me out too. but still.... we dont understand that linda... argh.. tmr i have to pull out 800 files. i can imagine myself doing the same thing the whole day man! i hate working... actually i hate my work. i have no fix job. everyday i have to pester those ppl to assign me something to do. and when they do, its never good. kns.
my tuition kid's mom decided to stop the tuition lessons. KNS. i'm fuck worried now. i have to get new assignments soon. if not i'd be fuck broke when sch reopens. and somehow i have the feeling that my neighbour is going to stop the tuition too. walao.... i'd be dead if they do... then again maybe not that is if i manage to get new students. cos i think my neighbour is paying too little for the time that i spend on her kids. 6 hrs per week and i get 240 only.
i'm going to slp now. dead tired. fucked up day...argh.
before i go, i just thought of a solution to my "retrenchment"--> i'd find someone who's freaking rich to take care of me! and be a real tai tai. haha :)
Monday, July 04, 2005
back
i'm back from batam once again. this time round we bought even more stuff. according to von, we bought 3 times as many as the last time. you'd be shock by the things that i got for myself. let me do the listing... hehe.
9 ortho toothbrushes
1 ripcurl bikini (wooh... its my fav!)
3 sets of lingeries!
2 tops
2 boxes of contact lens (just when i need them)
10 packs of cuttle fish satay
2 oreo cookies
unlike the last trip, we shopped at three places this time. nagoya(just a short while), dc mall and mega mall which are located in batam city. mega mall is the best man. it's almost the same as the shopping centres that we have in singapore. of course the prices are high too. but at least i enjoyed myself the most at mega mall. haha. if you think i'm mad getting so many things for myself, you are wrong. the queen of madness would be someone else. haha. someone bought a total of 12 dvds. miss von simply couldnt resist all those dvd shops! when we were at the custom, i got quite worried. cos the officers were very strict with the checking. despite the long queue, the officers took their time in checking each luggage. thank god we were prepared before hand. hehe. we hid those dvds damn well so that the scanner couldnt scan them. *wink*
i've got bruises on my legs and back from carting. damn. my back is hurting quite badly, the blue blacks that i got on my right knee is terrible and the worst is the injury on my right heel. one whole piece of skin came off because my heel rubbed against the cart when i stepped onto the accelerator.
oh i managed to tan myself during this trip as the weather was really good. haha... in fact i got a little sun burnt.speaking of which, i cant wait to wear my new bikini for the next tanning session!!! ahhhh... :P
i really enjoyed myself throughout the whole trip. happy happy happy.
however, i do have to say that i think batam is a jinx to me! oh freaking damn it. the last time we went to batam, i had to fork out 400 bucks for von's lost phone. fortunately/unfortunately, this time i had to pay the fucking officer at batam custom 40 bucks because my passpost expires within the next 4 months. and the rule is that one's passport cannot expire for the next 6 months, if not one cant enter batam(in fact its the same for all countries). fuck man. the officer told me that either i go back or i have to compromise. walao... at first, i really didnt understand what he meant by i have to compromise. i kept asking him was there anything else that i could do... (meaning can i pay him). well... i donno how we came into a meeting of minds which was to pay him. he wanted 50 at first, i told him i dont have that much but he wouldnt want anything lower than that. so in the end, i paid him 4 ten dollars notes. haha... i think he wasnt aware of that. well who cares?! by the time he found out bout that, i'm already on my way to harris resort with my passport chopped! haha. babis like them really dont deserve my money, but i had no choice. argh. thinking bout it just irks me lah. BABIS!!!!
so that was my batam trip.
eventhough i came back from batam on friday, i just got home 3 hours ago. haha. and i got the best welcome gift. kns. i got stucked in the lift! i entered the lift and once the door closed, the alarm rang and the lift got stucked at the ground floor. i felt like a monkey in a cage. all those ppl who walked past, had to point at the poor girl (me) and say something to the ppl next to them (god knows what they said).
argh... so embarrassing!
why must all these kinda stupid things happened to me?! why must i always embarrass myself??? argh. i really feel like hiding myself in the blanket.
9 ortho toothbrushes
1 ripcurl bikini (wooh... its my fav!)
3 sets of lingeries!
2 tops
2 boxes of contact lens (just when i need them)
10 packs of cuttle fish satay
2 oreo cookies
unlike the last trip, we shopped at three places this time. nagoya(just a short while), dc mall and mega mall which are located in batam city. mega mall is the best man. it's almost the same as the shopping centres that we have in singapore. of course the prices are high too. but at least i enjoyed myself the most at mega mall. haha. if you think i'm mad getting so many things for myself, you are wrong. the queen of madness would be someone else. haha. someone bought a total of 12 dvds. miss von simply couldnt resist all those dvd shops! when we were at the custom, i got quite worried. cos the officers were very strict with the checking. despite the long queue, the officers took their time in checking each luggage. thank god we were prepared before hand. hehe. we hid those dvds damn well so that the scanner couldnt scan them. *wink*
i've got bruises on my legs and back from carting. damn. my back is hurting quite badly, the blue blacks that i got on my right knee is terrible and the worst is the injury on my right heel. one whole piece of skin came off because my heel rubbed against the cart when i stepped onto the accelerator.
oh i managed to tan myself during this trip as the weather was really good. haha... in fact i got a little sun burnt.speaking of which, i cant wait to wear my new bikini for the next tanning session!!! ahhhh... :P
i really enjoyed myself throughout the whole trip. happy happy happy.
however, i do have to say that i think batam is a jinx to me! oh freaking damn it. the last time we went to batam, i had to fork out 400 bucks for von's lost phone. fortunately/unfortunately, this time i had to pay the fucking officer at batam custom 40 bucks because my passpost expires within the next 4 months. and the rule is that one's passport cannot expire for the next 6 months, if not one cant enter batam(in fact its the same for all countries). fuck man. the officer told me that either i go back or i have to compromise. walao... at first, i really didnt understand what he meant by i have to compromise. i kept asking him was there anything else that i could do... (meaning can i pay him). well... i donno how we came into a meeting of minds which was to pay him. he wanted 50 at first, i told him i dont have that much but he wouldnt want anything lower than that. so in the end, i paid him 4 ten dollars notes. haha... i think he wasnt aware of that. well who cares?! by the time he found out bout that, i'm already on my way to harris resort with my passport chopped! haha. babis like them really dont deserve my money, but i had no choice. argh. thinking bout it just irks me lah. BABIS!!!!
so that was my batam trip.
eventhough i came back from batam on friday, i just got home 3 hours ago. haha. and i got the best welcome gift. kns. i got stucked in the lift! i entered the lift and once the door closed, the alarm rang and the lift got stucked at the ground floor. i felt like a monkey in a cage. all those ppl who walked past, had to point at the poor girl (me) and say something to the ppl next to them (god knows what they said).
argh... so embarrassing!
why must all these kinda stupid things happened to me?! why must i always embarrass myself??? argh. i really feel like hiding myself in the blanket.
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