fuck life

I think I said the most hurtful thing to my mom.
Quoted from red devil#1 (edited by me) :
"girls become lesbians because of asshole like him"
my mom was of cos speechless.
Am feeling guilty now…
I was just too frustrated.
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my wish came true.
I spent a night at the ECP.
Haha.
I think I'm mad.
Sun rise wasn't that great afterall.
Darn.
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today is definitely not a very good day for me.
Am so grouchy that I called xh up.
Nagged..
whined..
complained..
what else?
If only you could meet up with me...
i need your shoulder... freny.
Love ya.
Shall see you on Friday.
Cant wait.