familiarity...

it all sounded so familiar.
the next second, i found myself relating it back to then.
speechless i was.
yet thousands of thoughts and memories were flashing randomly and continuosly in my head.
so many questions,
none with answer.
what else can i say?
its just life.
my life.
if this is all predestined,
then i will not fight anymore.
i'll succumb to Your plan.
cos i clearly remember
the last time that i tried,
it ended up just the same.
nothing is ever so perfect or fair.

i'm tired.
physically and mentally.
my body is aching all over.
traeh ym seod os

if this is the stop for me,
then its time that i alight.