emotionally strained in some way. i'm going New York this coming Thursday. even though i'm super excited about it as i finally managed to find companies for my niagara trip, i cant help thinking bout the 18th of July. my beloved singapore's richmond gang will be packing their bags and be prepared to start their tour around US. since the russians seem to be so anti-social, i am definitely not looking forward to my new eroupean roommate.
staying in US makes me realise that its difficult not to stereotype people. whether you're black, white, american, eroupean or asian. however, im getting the hang of it. on the brighter side, i am glad to know that i am a singaporean. i miss singapore. i've learnt not to take her for granted even if the tax is 7% now.
its hard to communicate with someone who thinks that they are more superior than you. or maybe im just being over sensitive. whatever it is, im sure that im learning and growing. not just the physical part. i find it much more meaningful to learn how to deal with my emotional self. being away makes me realise the importance of my family. my mom. and im working things out with my dad.
im more independent now. as in emotionally independent. for once i feel like the old me. one who does not need anyone to be around me. im sure fia and moni will be super proud of me. i enjoy every minute that i have now. weirdly, i feel im powerful cos i have total control of my life now. i dont whinge, i get things done my way.
anyhow, my left foot is swollen! this wound that i have is infected. haha. everybody said that my foot looks like a pig leg.
gotta go. late nite.
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