3rd July 06, Monday 9:22pm

updates updates...

i cant blog as often lately as im either too tired because of work or hanging out late with dearie. moreover, my com is pretty screwed up. i didnt have access to the net for the past couple of days. today.. it seems like she (my com) has decided to me nice to be. not only do i get to use her, she's pretty fast too.

anyhow.. ive extended my internship with my company. well its pretty predictable. i cant leave my project hanging in mid air. im gonna at least finish the marcomm activity. i donno. just try to do as much as i can before handing it over to someone. ive tried to ease myself a little at work as i figured that overstressing myself aint gonna bring me anywhere. in fact the past one week has been pretty good. sometimes i wonder whether its a mistake to stay or not. but i know for a fact that im doing the right thing. argh... responsibility. there's the attachment report that i have yet to think about. sob sob.

thumper nite tmr. its gonna sound weird if i say i dread to go. but its the truth! i donno. i just dont feel like going because im short of cash for one (even though i just got my pay last friday) and i have to work on tuesday! and not like there are good looking girls for me to pick up. ok i swear i'll pick no girls up! argh. ill wait for ppl to pick me up instead. role reversal. haha. hey then again...im never a butch! why should i take the first move right? (that's because i can never resist gorgeous ppl) ok i know i sound like im blabbering... talking inconherently.. randomly... oh whatever. ya.. its yuwen's bday tmr. since she has already asked me a month ago.. i have to obliged. moreover she shared my zara voucher present. sob sob.. gotta show my pretty face for awhile.

been going out with dearie. last saturday was a hectic day. went shopping with dearie in the early afternoon. gosh...spent like i own a bank. and yeap! i had a hair cut. damn freaking cool. as usual. the cool looking janet is back. gosh.. anyone want my hairband? i can donate it. omg...how crazy was i to stand my long hair. ewww. but im glad i cut my hair. shall post some photos up later.

after the shopping trip, we went sentosa for the style beach party. a few celebs..nothing great to meantion about. BUT.. i saw this CUTE butch! my my my... almost had my eyes glued onto her. when dearie and i were sun tanning in our bikinis nearer to the water, she was strolling on the beach with her male friend. my eyes almost popped out and jaw dropped. i finally understand why suan loves looking at good looking ppl, whether they are gay or not... it doesnt matter. good looking ppl brighten one's day. really! it miraculously did so on saturday. when you think the whole world is full of jerks, at least there are some good looking ppl around to soften that negative impact that jerks left on you. oh... whatever that means.

went lalitha's 21st bday dinner at this clubhouse. it was kinda nice. with the bollywood theme. ok there wasnt any theme. its just that lalitha,as you can see from her name, is an indian, most of her guests were too. and they played alot of bollywood songs. it was really cool. the food was fantastic. dearie and i enjoyed the prawns the most. can you imagine 2 girls kept peeling prawns and eating them? ok more like me doing the peeling and dearie eating. haha.

then we went momo. EWWW. i hate that place! it sucked like hell. am never gonna step into that club again. wasted my $15. and dearie said that i can blog it here. yes..she's the one who asked me to go! partly because her cute cute guy was there. omg! he's not even anywhere near cute, much less good looking. dearie is really pakjiao sometimes. this is like 2 in a row already. music sucked like hell at momo. i hate house music. and i figured out that you dont really need to dance to the music. just move. anyhow move. really. for house music... just anyhow swing your hands and move your legs. haha. easy rite? i see this girl doing the 1960s move. so hilarious. pretty entertaining. anyhow... i was really flattered that dearie and her kor thought that i could dance. i mean... HELLO?! me? i never considered myself as being able to dance. hell nooo way. but surprisingly they said i have a style of my own. how nice. haha. ok i hope that's a good comment. ok when they said it... the tone was a positive one. dearie can i pick anyone up with my dance? haha.. ok i wish. oh whatever.

we took lotsa photos on saturday. over 100. and there's this one with me in my red hot bikini. gosh... i know i have long legs but i never knew that my legs are that long and nice. for a min, i thank god for that pair of sexy legs. ok... shall post the pics up. i'll change my friendster's and fridae's photos. i bet lots and lots of ppl will view my account. speacking of which, im glad that the number of ppl reading my blog has dropped. no more smu scandal... ppl will just slowly fade away. good. who wants to read my life rite? this is only for my close friends. its a way to update them on my life. and a place for me to bitch. so those who dont even know me.. no body cares what you think and what you leave at the tag board. : )

and dearie thanks for enlightening me.
not talking to someone, or rather not wanting to talk to some does not mean that im childish at all. i truly agree with the part that that particular person has already forfeited her chance of knowing anything about my life.
shitty.