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dearie... i saw that. kinda knew it was for me from the start. but half way through i was thinking maybe not... haha.. u know what i mean. but yeah... i really appreciate that. :) love you lots.

i'm finally back.

first of all let me announce to the world that i'm back with a super short haircut. thanx to sandstorm. i absolutely did not intent to have that length. i thought it looked kinda long when my hair was wet. but damn that May (my new hairstylist)! she cut my fringe! my lovely dyed fringe. bleah. as usual i got scolded, nagged and criticised by my mom. i was so annoyed with her that i snapped back, "my hair or yours? as long as i like can already lah! and it doesnt mean that having long hair means that i wont like girls." opps... haha. she was so so so upset. i finally had "the talk" with her. i was lying on my bed and she was just beside me... told her everything. missed nothing at all. ok not really... i kinda left out some tiny details. i dont know whether she teared or not, but she was mumbling stuff like my aunt has three daughters and they are all attached to guys... she was so happy that they have found true happiness and ya da ya da ya da... and again, i snapped," remember she bought you goreng pisangs when we were having cold wars? how sweet was that? you think guys will bother?!" haha... i think that night my mom was totally speechless. maybe it was due to the fact that i've been planning my speech. hahaha..

i've started working at citibank. thought that i would have a tough time there cos i'm working for hweenah and gang. walao... i remember the last time christine worked for them, everyday at work she was like in misery and nothing else. well it turned out to be a total opposite of that for me. the letters were not that hard and richard was very nice to me. and thank goodness, i dont have to work for that redridinghood. yet.buahhaha. and hweenah was very kind to me too. i dont have to report to them everyday just to get my time sheet signed. oh and i added ot today. walao first week of work and i've already added an hour of ot. how freaking kiasu was that? nah. there were tons of work to do, which was goood. i hate acting busy like i used to. and i want the MONEY for vacation.

speaking of which. WHAT IS IT WITH BANGKOK?! damn... xh just came back from there and i'm still waiting for my bangkok sweater which she claimed to be nice. katherine, an ex-colleague, also just came back from there. and elaine is going there on the 14th of dec. and i talked to amelia the other day, she was planning to go there in early jan! walao eh! everybody is going there!!! i'm fuck jealous. oh by the way, i saw this online advertisement 10 min ago, the price for one tix to bangkok is only $18. what the fuck!!!! omg omg omg.

did i say that hweenah wanted me to work til end of dec, that is if the work volume is high. which means that i'd be able to save up money. provided that i dont spend the saving on unnecessary stuff like spex? haha.. no spex are important and definitely a must to have. i saw this damn cool one when i was shopping with my colleagues during lunch break today. the design that i picked was a thick blue plastic square frame. but lyea said i dont look good cos its blue. how could i possibly not look good?! wth. haha. anyway she chose a purple one instead. cool! my fav colour. and well... she was right. purple one was nicer. hehe. i want i want! i forgot to mention that the shop is offering 40% discount for all spex and it only costs me less than $150 for the spex that i like. oh dearie... they have gucci shades there too... *wink wink*

i need peace in me. i get irritated very easily lately. and i cant stand noice. sometime i wish that i'm alone. ironically, i dont like having lunch alone cos people look at you with those strange eyes when you are eating alone. eew. and unfortunately, my colleagues are those who are super chatty and... argh.. sometimes it got my wondering was it better to be alone or to eat with them. it seems like some of them are pretty childish (more like both of them, the only difference is one is more childish than the other). i hope they didnt notice me rolling my eyes at them when they said something stupid. sigh sigh sigh.

shit.. i'm having backache now. my legs are hurting pretty badly too. oh before i touch on that i almost forgot... i'm so pleased with myself today. too bad there arent any mei mei in citibank for me to buaya.. (not like i'm a buaya) walao eh... i totally fall for myself today man. woohoo.. haha. damn andro-ish and good looking. hahaha. the only thing was.. opppsy. i wore heels. haha. that explain the pain that i'm enduring now. i cant wear slippers to work so i had to put on heels. argh. i wish friday is here... or rather everyday is friday so that i can wear shoes.

ok i'm off. need to eat.